Hello to everyone!
I’m very glad that I can write here, express my fillings, that I can tell what’s disturbing me and I know that you will understand me… Because all of you feels the same way.
It’s very hard for me to keep all this fillings inside. I tried to speak to my friends. But they just laugh at me, saying « Get a life ».
Or when I try to say something, they tell me that Michael Jackson not the star for them. Even someone said that « Lord of the dance » is the star, but not Michael. All of this ignorens makes me cry.
I’m crying all week and nothing I can do to stop. I have pain in my stomach, my heart, spasm in my throat, migraine and I’m very depressed.
I was 22 years old when in 1993 Oprah took an interview with Michael. Even then I understood how kind this man.
You had only to look at his smile, look at his face, which radiated joy and happiness when he talked about children.
But this interview was with the translation and I didn’t understand English (I'm from Ukraine).
And now I have reviewed all the interviews with Michael, his home movies, nice stories about him…
Trials, and cover ups (thanks to this site and Mary A.Fischer). I saw a happy child, playing with children, I saw a depress man, who lost the confidence of the people, and the inimitable artist who could be “bad”, or angel on stage! He is amazing!
He was a great artist with the soul of the child, who was betrayed, "stabbed in the back" twice. That broke his heart. How could he go on stage after this?
Paparazzi, the media and people who hungry for money did everything to make the life of this great man agonized.
Even after he retire in the United Arab Emirates, those magazines could not rest, and all showed pictures of Michael, dressed in Arab clothing, and condemning even for that! So what?! That he was wearing big black robe?! You made everything for that. He did not want to see nobody!
Since I do not know what can I do,
I decided to start quiet war with paparazzi and media-I will never buy a magazine with juicy gossip —garbage, like Michael said
( earlier bought just a few). I will not watch the programs, where journalists will talk **** about all the celebrities. They are human beings and they need a life!!! I do not care which of the actresses have cellulite, and who made his nose! It is their personal life!!!
If we won’t buy those tabloids magazines, they disappear by themselves. And maybe that will save someone life.
Rest in peace Michael! I love you!
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