Wow. It's been a while since I've last log on here. I've been a member since I was 13 years and I'm 22 now. I've been out for a few months. It took me a while to log back in. 
I been trying for 2 days and finally managed to come back.
But yeah I miss all the people on here. I haven't been keeping up with my MJ fix. To be honest I've kinda been ignoring anything Michael related...it gets me all upset.
I'm going to be a mom. Yes. A mom. I'm pretty far up there. I'll be 6 months soon. I only found out I was pregnant when I was going into 5 months. I didn't have the usual morning sickness, headache symptoms and my cycles have always been irregular so I never would have known. I did feel like...I wasnt myself around 4 months but I just didn't know why. I thought maybe I was going through anxiety or was a little depressed. I wasn't keeping up with myself like I used to and didn't see the point in a lot of things anymore. I just had a feeling that I could have been pregnant and I was right. I went through all the options. I thought of aborting, putting it up for adoption. I was scared of what my family would have said or thought. I had to tell my mom...my boyfriend and I told her together. She was angry. Angry that I still haven't finished college and got pregnant. I have gone through hell because of her anger but it's all good now. She's over it and is pretty excited about the baby (though she won't admit it, I know she is :lol: )
I'm happy. This baby is my life now. I didn't expect to have a child so soon but life is unexpected. I just hope we will be able to provide and give my child things that I couldn't have when I was growing up.
How has everyone been doing?! I see a lot of new members here.
I been trying for 2 days and finally managed to come back. But yeah I miss all the people on here. I haven't been keeping up with my MJ fix. To be honest I've kinda been ignoring anything Michael related...it gets me all upset.
I'm going to be a mom. Yes. A mom. I'm pretty far up there. I'll be 6 months soon. I only found out I was pregnant when I was going into 5 months. I didn't have the usual morning sickness, headache symptoms and my cycles have always been irregular so I never would have known. I did feel like...I wasnt myself around 4 months but I just didn't know why. I thought maybe I was going through anxiety or was a little depressed. I wasn't keeping up with myself like I used to and didn't see the point in a lot of things anymore. I just had a feeling that I could have been pregnant and I was right. I went through all the options. I thought of aborting, putting it up for adoption. I was scared of what my family would have said or thought. I had to tell my mom...my boyfriend and I told her together. She was angry. Angry that I still haven't finished college and got pregnant. I have gone through hell because of her anger but it's all good now. She's over it and is pretty excited about the baby (though she won't admit it, I know she is :lol: )
I'm happy. This baby is my life now. I didn't expect to have a child so soon but life is unexpected. I just hope we will be able to provide and give my child things that I couldn't have when I was growing up.
How has everyone been doing?! I see a lot of new members here.