and I\'m missing you, sincerely...

[DarkChild]

I hate that I was just too damn naive,
I was just wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Putting myself out there was just a mistake
And now I'm suffering from this here heartache,

I wasn't enough, clearly.
I'm dying inside, nearly,
And i'm missing you, sincerely...

I hate that I'm all alone again,
My heart is crying from all this pain,
It's just another dire time
In this godforsaken life of mine.

I know in my heart that I am strong...
But oh right now, that word is so wrong,
I have never been so weak in my whole time;
This is just a mountain that I can't climb,

I wasn't enough, clearly.
I'm dying inside, nearly,
And I'm missing you, sincerely...

I can't wait for the day this is done,
When the rest of my life has begun,
But now I'm wasting away in my tears
And I'm so much weaker than it appears,

I hope some day I'll stand up at last
And I'll be able to just smile at the past,
And can honestly say it wasn't worth my dying,
But as for now, I'm still crying...

I wasn't enough, clearly.
I'm dying inside, nearly,
And I'm missing you, sincerely...

 

[MJJ_Lover]

((hugs Lucy))
This is a beautiful poem, and sad too. The sun will shine again, and when it does, brighter than ever.

 

[privacy]

Lucy.. you know I love all of your poems and this is no exception. You have such a beautiful way with words that seem to describe exactly the way I can understand and relate