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Do you expect me to watch this happen
Without feeling entirely solitary?
I'm watching how I want my life to be
How it was when we were all close.

Now all I've got is memories of when
we went shopping, movies, chilled at yours.
I know I'll never experience that again,
but I'd rather that than be replaced.

I thought the nights of me crying into
a permanently damp pillow were gone.
It seems I've travelled back through space and time
I feel like a pawn. Useless. Withdrawn.

You'll be better off without me around
You'll go far in this world, I've always known.
Having me near you is the last thing
on your mind.



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Oh Chrissy, this is really lovely. It does have a lot of emotions in it..... do you feel better after writing it?