HeartBreak

[Unnoticed7]

Heartbreak


All these things that have happened,
now I wish they were just dreams.
It was too hard to bear,
this couldn't be real.

But, deep in my heart,
they are memories and I have to look beyond it.
If dawdle in the past too long,
there will be nothing in the future.

Punch! Kick!
I hope this memories will go away!
I don't want them to stay!
I just want them to fly away!

Blow away in the wind,
all my troubles could just blow in the wind and into the sun.
Burn all my sadness
because I don't want it anymore.

Each night I cry for things I never had.
Cry each night for being bad.
Hurt myself for not knowing wrong.
Hate myself for all the things I have done.

I wish they could see it in my eyes.
They are blind and they will never realize,
that I am not ok anymore.
I will never.....be ok.

My heart breaks to every single thought
back then when I thought I was good.
There is no good inside this ugly monster.
I have ruined myself.

Closeing the book to my ultimate secrets,
I bid a farewell.
All the things in my past,
The things that were good were never well.

Please post anything you like or how you feel!

 

[frozen rose]

Beautiful! I feel the same way!

.:*Francesca*:.

Shattered Heart

My heart is shattered,
I am the cursed.
My soul is taken,
Before my very eyes.
Everyone is against me,
I can not stop them,
From giving the feelings.
About me.

They are weakning me,
I have no strength.
My body is limp,
I feel like I'm dead.
All my love, kindness,
Snatched.
I am the forgotten,
The stolen.

Why me?
Why is God torturing me like this?
Have I done wrong?
Is it me?
God tell me why,
Is it because of whom I love,
The man I cherise?
Answer me, please.

 

[Off_the_wall]

lovely like it alot