I know, Cristine... I was crying for more than an hour and then I got to sleep without me knowing that I have cried to sleep with Akon's tribute song playing in my earphone.. And, it's my gramma's 1st year death anniversary too..
I try not to think about it. I'm blocking it out for now. I know how long it's been but if I think about it I'll go crazy. I think when that one year mark comes then it will eventually pour out through my tears.